It's gonna be Sawyer's birthday next monday, he'll be 18! :). I get to make him a strawberry cake with green tinted icing, it's a turtle themed cake. That's what he wanted. I'm excited, cause little things like that and just spending time together I think is important, most of the time it's better than any present they could've got. So I'm just excited for him to be 18 and also graduating soon.
Yesterday I did this facial mask and it felt like my face was burning off, but it worked. I have pretty dry skin naturaly, so I use exfoliants and masks and moisturizers a lot. It stings a lot, but in the end it's worth it to have soft skin. I'm almost out of my benefit moisturizers, which is bad.. Cause it's the only moisturizer that works on me and doesn't break me out. I started out with the little travel size sample, and now I want the full size but geez louise, it's $25. I need it for my skin though. We'll see.
I'm anticipating the spring. I want it to be here more than I want a new pair of shoes or for my stomach to not hurt so much sometimes. I like sunshine, and I want warm sunshine and earlier sunrise and later sunset and chirping little animals and all the wonders that come with spring, like at the end when everyone reopens their pools and your swimming again for the very first time of the year! IT'S MAGICAL! Just to be able to walk about the yard in shorts and a tshirt and be happy with your glass of strawberry lemonade (though I don't like lemonade). The time of year where people start dying their hair lighter for these warm months (I am) and when most people chop their hair off (but im letting mine grow). It's also the magical time of me getting my license. april 19th better prepare itself. It's the time of great adventure and I am awaiting it's arrival ever so impatiently! :)
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Boredom and Failure
This year has been terrible. I've hated Sophomore year more than any other year in my entire school history. I've never done so horrible in the majority of my classes. It's just been a bad experience for me. It's made me angry a lot and I've grown to dislike twice as many people as I did the year before. Basically, I'm just trying to get through this year without failing and for summer to get here. I don't think I've ever wanted summer so bad. Maybe because it's the first summer i'll have my license.. but also because I strongly dislike going to school anymore. And I'm almost mad at myself for hating it so much. Because before I moved here, I was like all about school.. I liked it pretty well and it didn't really bother me other than having to wake up an hour earlier than I have to now. I was good at things and was proud of myself for all the things I accomplished.. and I don't feel very proud of myself anymore.
You know, I do nothing with my time anymore. That's something I hate too. All my life I was either in gymnastics, soccer, basketball or cheer. Now, I don't do anything. Don't really talk to people. Don't do anything over the weekends unless it's with Sawyer or my family. They're pretty much all I associate with. And that doesn't bother me much at all.. But we never do anything or really go anywhere. I can't say I ever use my time productively or doing something I enjoy.
I'm just so tired of these current situations. There has to be a better way to live a life. Doing things you can be proud of and not just doing things just to get by. Doing things just to get by and taking easy routes don't make me happy. I want to feel accomplished again. For the past few years I've let myself get off track. I was never -ever- one who liked to be a loser and just sit around and watch a clock pass through minutes of every hour. I'm just really disappointed in the way I let myself get. I think I'm just ready for summer so I can have the time to do what I want and really figure out how to get back on track and what my next move is. I really don't want to keep being so boring all the time. When I'm old I want stories to tell my adorable little grandbabies like my grandparents tell me. They wont be very amused if all I have to tell them is that I was a homebody all my highschool life and did horrible in school. That's not something a person will be proud to tell anyone. So yeah.. i'm just tired of boredom and failure.
You know, I do nothing with my time anymore. That's something I hate too. All my life I was either in gymnastics, soccer, basketball or cheer. Now, I don't do anything. Don't really talk to people. Don't do anything over the weekends unless it's with Sawyer or my family. They're pretty much all I associate with. And that doesn't bother me much at all.. But we never do anything or really go anywhere. I can't say I ever use my time productively or doing something I enjoy.
I'm just so tired of these current situations. There has to be a better way to live a life. Doing things you can be proud of and not just doing things just to get by. Doing things just to get by and taking easy routes don't make me happy. I want to feel accomplished again. For the past few years I've let myself get off track. I was never -ever- one who liked to be a loser and just sit around and watch a clock pass through minutes of every hour. I'm just really disappointed in the way I let myself get. I think I'm just ready for summer so I can have the time to do what I want and really figure out how to get back on track and what my next move is. I really don't want to keep being so boring all the time. When I'm old I want stories to tell my adorable little grandbabies like my grandparents tell me. They wont be very amused if all I have to tell them is that I was a homebody all my highschool life and did horrible in school. That's not something a person will be proud to tell anyone. So yeah.. i'm just tired of boredom and failure.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Drinking your food?
So how do you feel about the idea? Do you have any knowledge about this drinking your food thing that people do? My uncle just came in my house this morning and was telling my mom that while she was in Paducah today to go and buy him a juicer for both vegetables and fruit. He says some people lose weight that way, but the concept to him seems fun to just drink everything and hardly ever have to chew food. It kind of seems interesting to me too, except I'd rather blend my stuff. We just bought a blender for our house. I don't think i'd cancel food out that is chewable, cause I know i'm not going to blend my veggies or my meat I don't think.. no, I wont. Probably just going to start drinking fruit more than eating other things. I love fruit and could probably live off of it. But I've never really drank my fruits on a regular basis.. and maybe I should. I think it would be yummy. I already only drink water, like that's it, nothing other than plain ole water.. so using fruit to drink could switch it up. I think I'll probably try it though. we'll see.. he definitely got me thinkin' though.
Monday, February 20, 2012
An update from the desert/complaint
I'm dying here in Africa. These people are giving me diseases and staring at me with crazy eyes and they're going to hang me up from the tips of the tallest monument in their village. My skin is being eaten away by little bugs and I can't escape! I haven't any food or water for 7 days and I'm dying.. I'm dying here.. Help!
So that was that.. Anyway. I wish people would just be quiet sometimes, the amount of headaches I gain in this class are far more than in all other like 6 hours of the day or whatever. Really, do people HAVE to scream to the person right next to them? I guess so. I prefer whispering or some sort of inside voice. With that, no one can really hear what I'm saying if they're across the room.. When you talk so loud, everyone can hear everything pretty well. It causes my tolerance for people as they are to decrease.. it makes me angry and a lot of the time I could probably scream, myself, because of how much it gets to me that no one learned anything in kindergarten about behavior in the classroom. I was taught my inside voices and really, if we were talking sometimes that was really bad. I was taught to not even speak unless asking the teacher a question.. This was pretty much all my years of school. And when I can hear others and it distracts my own train of thought it makes me want to cuss. at everyone. I'm highly annoyed right now.. And don't care if this is offensive to anyone, because I'm pretty sure I've got the right to complain if something is loud. I'm tired of not speaking up about how I feel about things, and that's just it. I mean and it's not just this class that gets loud, my 7th period can't keep quiet either. Which is awful, because the first class and last class I have should not make me so angry sometimes. I like peaceful and quiet. And to those who this angers, I'm not sorry because you should know to use an inside voice. It's as simple as that, no need for trouble. I just want my environment to have an appropriate volume. We're not outside or in a gym or trying to get someones attention in a grocery store who's an isle away. we are less than a foot away from one another. i-n-s-i-d-e v-o-i-c-e-s..
Well, I started this post as something nice and random, but it ended rather rude, but maybe if people don't listen to a teacher, they'll listen to a peer. I'll give it a shot.. Just not everyone likes the loud chatter. I'm just saying, there are other people in the room. Which will lead me to another post another day about selflessness.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Excitement
So yesterday, we got our taxes. It made me super duper happy. So now, were gonna pay some things off.. Get mom a new car (hopefully the '12 Kia optima in red).. were gonna get some couch covers.. cause if youve ever seen our couch, it's floral and hideous.. a new kitchen table.. my prom dress (if i bring my F up, and I'm SO close to being able to go)... and some other things. But we're also going to be getting even more money from back child support.. and that's almost $2,000 extra. So yay. We've got a lot planned.. and I'm excited for it all. And as soon as my dad gets his taxes in, he's gonna get a new car and I get his grand prix. I like it a lot, so I'm just waiting for that moment as well. The point of this was to just vent about my excitement. So there it is :)
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
To get to know someone
So again, I'm going to do a Q&A blog. I came across a site that said like 50 questions to ask a girl before you marry her. Just to get to know her better I suppose. I'm not going to be answering all of these. Probably just 20 or so. I'll do every fourth question until I run out of time. So here it goes!
1. Do you think that in this world today, a relationship between a man and woman can be happy and well adjusted? *Yes, if the two get along and share the same values, and really understand and support each other.. it's possible with effort.
2. What is your idea of an ideal career for you to have? *I would major in Anthropology and travel the world/country studying cultures and doing excavations.
3. What is being happy all about in your mind? *Fulfilling needs, accomplishing goals, surrounded by support and other happy people.
4. What do you feel your 5 weakest characteristics are? *OTD, jealousy, no organized schedule, scatterbrained, sleepyhead.
5. Have you ever had a hard time getting along with your family? *Quite a few times we disagree, or have fought, it can get pretty severe at times. I have a very emotional, stubborn family so yes it's difficult sometimes.
6. When you go out and about with your friends, where do you like to go the most? *Well, usually were just either at each other's house or church or I used to go to the movies or the mall or games with my friends.
7. Do you feel that your future is going to be filled with adventures, or do you view it as boring? *I'm hopeful that I'll have as much adventure as possible.
8. Which has a higher value in your mind, relationships with people or monetary gain? *relationships with people. It's less selfish and I like knowing all kinds of different people.
9. Do you imagine yourself a mother with a houseful of kids one day? *Of course! I love children and intend on having a couple.
10. Are you a person with a positive attitude, or do you look at life negatively? *Sad to say, but probably more negative than positive.. just because of my experiences. I try to be positive about some things, but others not so much.
11. Are you an animal lover? If so which pet would you have and why? *I like some.. not very many. As most people know i'm terrified of half the animals on this earth. I hate butterflies even, they're absolutely terrifying as well as birds. But if I had to chose a pet, it'd be some kind of teacup puppy.
12. Have you had the most embarrassing moment in your life? If so what is it? *I've had many embarrassing moments.. I embarrass myself quite often, but nothing I would say has been over the top.
13. Do you get along with anyone you meet or are you picky about who you get along with?
*I'm pretty picky.. If we don't really have similar interests or styles or values I'm not going to get along with them as well as a person who does share those things.. of course i'd probably try to be friendly and associate when necessary, but I'd prefer to be around similar people as me.
14. What values do you think is important for all people to have? *You should want to respect yourself, respect others, want to do good in life, good work ethic, don't judge people if they've done nothing, a religion should be set in your mind (even if you're one who doesn't believe in god, you should know what you do believe in, if anything), traditions are also important I think (past ones and starting your own).
15. What do you consider undesirable traits for guys to have? *lazy, bad hygiene, poor fashion, bad temper, unsupportive, big ego.
16. If you were to win a trip somewhere, where would it be and why? *First off, I'd have to recover from my fear of planes.. If that was solved, I'd want to go to Greece. I think it's a really beautiful place.
17. Where do you think fashion will go in the next 10 years? *I honestly don't know.. I was watching clips from the NY fashion week the other day.. and this year's fall fashion looks crazy. I really wish the 40's/50's style would make a come back in a more modern way.
18. Where are your favorite family type places to go? *My family always went to Gatlinburg when I was growing up, just about every summer.. So that's probably where I like going best. As far as days out, we go to the mall or out to eat sometimes.
19. Do you see marriage in your future or are you against it? *I see marriage. I don't think marriage is for all people though. Some people who are content and able to support themselves are better off alone sometimes. But I do plan on getting married.
20. If you had a relationship with someone who became partially incapacitated physically, would you continue to be by there side? *absolutely, I loved them before, and if you love someone you should stick by them no matter what disadvantage they have. Be supportive of them.
1. Do you think that in this world today, a relationship between a man and woman can be happy and well adjusted? *Yes, if the two get along and share the same values, and really understand and support each other.. it's possible with effort.
2. What is your idea of an ideal career for you to have? *I would major in Anthropology and travel the world/country studying cultures and doing excavations.
3. What is being happy all about in your mind? *Fulfilling needs, accomplishing goals, surrounded by support and other happy people.
4. What do you feel your 5 weakest characteristics are? *OTD, jealousy, no organized schedule, scatterbrained, sleepyhead.
5. Have you ever had a hard time getting along with your family? *Quite a few times we disagree, or have fought, it can get pretty severe at times. I have a very emotional, stubborn family so yes it's difficult sometimes.
6. When you go out and about with your friends, where do you like to go the most? *Well, usually were just either at each other's house or church or I used to go to the movies or the mall or games with my friends.
7. Do you feel that your future is going to be filled with adventures, or do you view it as boring? *I'm hopeful that I'll have as much adventure as possible.
8. Which has a higher value in your mind, relationships with people or monetary gain? *relationships with people. It's less selfish and I like knowing all kinds of different people.
9. Do you imagine yourself a mother with a houseful of kids one day? *Of course! I love children and intend on having a couple.
10. Are you a person with a positive attitude, or do you look at life negatively? *Sad to say, but probably more negative than positive.. just because of my experiences. I try to be positive about some things, but others not so much.
11. Are you an animal lover? If so which pet would you have and why? *I like some.. not very many. As most people know i'm terrified of half the animals on this earth. I hate butterflies even, they're absolutely terrifying as well as birds. But if I had to chose a pet, it'd be some kind of teacup puppy.
12. Have you had the most embarrassing moment in your life? If so what is it? *I've had many embarrassing moments.. I embarrass myself quite often, but nothing I would say has been over the top.
13. Do you get along with anyone you meet or are you picky about who you get along with?
*I'm pretty picky.. If we don't really have similar interests or styles or values I'm not going to get along with them as well as a person who does share those things.. of course i'd probably try to be friendly and associate when necessary, but I'd prefer to be around similar people as me.
14. What values do you think is important for all people to have? *You should want to respect yourself, respect others, want to do good in life, good work ethic, don't judge people if they've done nothing, a religion should be set in your mind (even if you're one who doesn't believe in god, you should know what you do believe in, if anything), traditions are also important I think (past ones and starting your own).
15. What do you consider undesirable traits for guys to have? *lazy, bad hygiene, poor fashion, bad temper, unsupportive, big ego.
16. If you were to win a trip somewhere, where would it be and why? *First off, I'd have to recover from my fear of planes.. If that was solved, I'd want to go to Greece. I think it's a really beautiful place.
17. Where do you think fashion will go in the next 10 years? *I honestly don't know.. I was watching clips from the NY fashion week the other day.. and this year's fall fashion looks crazy. I really wish the 40's/50's style would make a come back in a more modern way.
18. Where are your favorite family type places to go? *My family always went to Gatlinburg when I was growing up, just about every summer.. So that's probably where I like going best. As far as days out, we go to the mall or out to eat sometimes.
19. Do you see marriage in your future or are you against it? *I see marriage. I don't think marriage is for all people though. Some people who are content and able to support themselves are better off alone sometimes. But I do plan on getting married.
20. If you had a relationship with someone who became partially incapacitated physically, would you continue to be by there side? *absolutely, I loved them before, and if you love someone you should stick by them no matter what disadvantage they have. Be supportive of them.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Talking About Hair
Lately everyone thinks I've made a change to my hair. I haven't. It's kind of funny to me when people comment on it. I don't mind it, I just haven't changed it since december.. so I just don't see where people get it from. But it's okay. I won't make another change to my hair until spring break probably. I'm letting it grow, and don't really want to change it until I know that I'm going to prom for sure and then because spring break is closer to prom, I'll make my changes then. I usually always do a spring/summer change.. usually something lighter, even if it's not much. We'll see when the time comes. But as for now, my hair remains the same that it has been for about two months. I'm leaving it be, trying to restore some of it's health and let it grow.
I think giving your hair a break is good. A break from coloring and harsh damage, like using heat on your hair. (When you do use heat, don't forget your heat protectant!!!) That time for me is coming up.. Spring and summer, I just really don't do much to my hair. I hardly ever straighten it, I'm not going to color it so much, if any! Maybe a root touch up. But while I'm on break, so will my hair. This year I'm starting that for myself. I just don't want fried, nasty hair... It's gross. So I'm going to prevent it. Most of the time in the summer my hair's on top of my head anyway. OH! also, on really hot day, or days where there's a lot of sun and you know you're going to be outside a lot, use a heat protectant then too, The sun can do damage to it as well. It doesn't matter much.. but if you really want to be on the safe side that's something you can do. But I just wanted to say that, i thought it was funny how people have been coming up to me asking me about my hair, I haven't done anything to it.. and I won't until spring break. Well that's it for this time!
I think giving your hair a break is good. A break from coloring and harsh damage, like using heat on your hair. (When you do use heat, don't forget your heat protectant!!!) That time for me is coming up.. Spring and summer, I just really don't do much to my hair. I hardly ever straighten it, I'm not going to color it so much, if any! Maybe a root touch up. But while I'm on break, so will my hair. This year I'm starting that for myself. I just don't want fried, nasty hair... It's gross. So I'm going to prevent it. Most of the time in the summer my hair's on top of my head anyway. OH! also, on really hot day, or days where there's a lot of sun and you know you're going to be outside a lot, use a heat protectant then too, The sun can do damage to it as well. It doesn't matter much.. but if you really want to be on the safe side that's something you can do. But I just wanted to say that, i thought it was funny how people have been coming up to me asking me about my hair, I haven't done anything to it.. and I won't until spring break. Well that's it for this time!
Monday, February 13, 2012
My Weekend
This weekend was hectic for me. I probably really didn't do all that much, but the stuff that I did do, seemed like it took forever. So here's how it went. Friday I went home and took a nap that lasted an hour or two then woke up and asked bailey about her dance she went to, then went to revival. It was surprising to me how much I got into that. I was there for about 3 hours. Then I went home and fell back asleep. Saturday at 5:50AM I woke up and got ready to go babysit Tucker, this little boy that lives down the street from me. I was there til almost 2pm.. It was quite an adventure.. When I was done with that I went to the store and picked out some stuff I wanted for valentine's day from my mom, cause that's how we do valentines day I guess.. we just get little presents. Then I came home and got ready for revival again. It was pretty good that night too. I really missed going to church, so I'm glad that I went. And getting to experience prophets was cool too. I wanted one to come up and talk to me but none of them did. Anyway I came home and I slept all night and most of the day Sunday. Yesterday the transmission in our car went out, so that's AWESOME! I was freaking out trying to find a ride to school, it took hours, but Terra finally said she'd take me and I was happy. We're getting another vehicle to use until ours is fixed (who knows when that'll be), but I really like our back up vehicle so yeah :). I got up today and mom didn't know I found a way to school, and she was like if yall wanna stay home from school you can. and I said no! Any other day I would've probably stayed. But yeah, that was my weekend! Overall I was really satisfied with it, and I hope this week is just as fabulous. I hope everyone also has a good week and a good Valentines day. I know I'm excited to go eat somewhere with Sawyer. But yeah, that's about it for today!!
Friday, February 10, 2012
prorfvkvdna :)
Yesterday I went to a donut store and got a cimmonin stick and donuts and something that tasted like a pancake.. i didnt eat them all though. I just ate my cimmonin stick and then this morning my pancake thingymabob with PECANS and I HATE PECANS! Today, I'm once again sleepy. But today is different, today is friday. Today I do not care if my hair is a mess or if im just in a tshirt and holey jeans and shoes that yes indeed are beginning to fall apart. Stupid sperrys. I just don't think i'll do much today in my classes, not that I would anyway on days like today. But still. It's just awful, and I even ate breakfast. My hair is really static filled. I come to school today, with only the power of mascara on my face. I didn't feel like makeup. I'm glad it's the weekend. This one ESPECIALLY because i'll be attending an excessive amount of church. I like it. yeah.. well... yeah
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Sleep.
I have a baby headache and I am sleepy. To keep me awake, or try to, I am going to type and try my best to capitalize all of my "I"s.. I see that is a bad habit of mine. This is horrible. I never know why I'm so sleepy, when I sleep all of the time. It's just there. The sleepy-time bug, inside my eyelids.. it tickles them until they just want to close.. like right now. The sleepy-time bug is pure evil... sometimes.. when I don't want to sleep... like right now! Let us talk about something else now. I don't like the sweater I'm wearing today very much.. normally I love it.. but today just isn't sweater day for me.. It's warm and cozy, which makes a nice home to sleep in. No, Ashley! Don't let it fool ya! Don't think about sleep.. my eyes are sooooo tired though. I'll be right back.. Okay, for like 5 seconds I put my head down, but couldn't breathe and thought of something else to type. Pillow mist! It works. Normally it takes me forever to fall asleep at night, but last night, I sprayed a whole bunch of pillow mist and I fell fast asleep! Maybe that's why I'm sleepy this morning.. but I doubt it. I'm just ready to go home and sleep again. Gees.. I need to wake up. I also don't eat in the mornings.. and I wish I did, because the few times I do eat in the morning time, like on the weekend, I feel more awake quicker. It's weird.. but I dunno.. I'm going now. This is tiring me.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
I'll just type
Jumping from one subject to the next-
I woke up with three little cuts on the top of my hand. I have no idea where they're from or why they're there.. but they burn. They're ugly and frustrating. Although I took a three hour nap yesterday when I got home, I'm still exhausted feeling because I stayed up and wrote down a bunch of Chemistry stuff! It was horrible and my hands ached bad.. I wont be surprised if I get arthritis at an earlier age than most. I know how my nanas hands feel (they're awful) and some of my fingers already feel that way and I know they'll be shaped all sad like. Do you ever wish you could change your name? I do.. I hate having a name that I don't feel like suits me very well.. and I'm sure any other ashley would agree that it's extremely annoying, the vague people in the hallway that scream ashley!!! and you look, and it's not you they're talking to.. Try having three of us sit right in the same two rows in English, like one person apart from each other. That's when it sucks the most. I get to go to my favorite place that I've ever been on Spring break, mountains :). I love them more than any other place to go.. And I know they're not that far away, but i like little mini vacations. I've gone there so many times and I still love it and get excited to go. I'd rather go there than any ocean because i'm terrified of bodies of water.. I wish my mom would buy more wheat bread. It's delicious. Oh, also, I'm ready to go on lovely little adventures. The end.
I woke up with three little cuts on the top of my hand. I have no idea where they're from or why they're there.. but they burn. They're ugly and frustrating. Although I took a three hour nap yesterday when I got home, I'm still exhausted feeling because I stayed up and wrote down a bunch of Chemistry stuff! It was horrible and my hands ached bad.. I wont be surprised if I get arthritis at an earlier age than most. I know how my nanas hands feel (they're awful) and some of my fingers already feel that way and I know they'll be shaped all sad like. Do you ever wish you could change your name? I do.. I hate having a name that I don't feel like suits me very well.. and I'm sure any other ashley would agree that it's extremely annoying, the vague people in the hallway that scream ashley!!! and you look, and it's not you they're talking to.. Try having three of us sit right in the same two rows in English, like one person apart from each other. That's when it sucks the most. I get to go to my favorite place that I've ever been on Spring break, mountains :). I love them more than any other place to go.. And I know they're not that far away, but i like little mini vacations. I've gone there so many times and I still love it and get excited to go. I'd rather go there than any ocean because i'm terrified of bodies of water.. I wish my mom would buy more wheat bread. It's delicious. Oh, also, I'm ready to go on lovely little adventures. The end.
Monday, February 6, 2012
Dreams
Does anyone else have really weird dreams? Either ironic ones.. or ones that really make you think.. or just freak you out in general? Or what about having the same dream in one day? Because yesterday, I had the same dream twice. I woke up like at 10AM from a dream where everybody was making masks shaped like crazy creatures and Sawyer kept ignoring me but then the mask was stuck on him. They were like super real looking. And then I took a nap at 5:30 or whatever and woke up from the same dream! That'd never happened to me before. I was a little freaked out. I love dreaming, but at the same time I don't because I always wonder their meaning or start thinking about them and never stop. And then last night's dream was really weird too. But I don't wanna say it. I don't understand why I dream some of these things... They're most always so vivid and realistic.. And I dream multiple times some nights, and never go a night without dreaming. It's definitely my favorite thing about sleeping, knowing that i'm going to dream. But just sometimes I wish someone could just tell me what they think it means and just see if it has any relation to my life at all. I think they mean things, I think everything has a meaning.. But dreams I think interest me a lot more than things that are real.. just because it's a part of our imagination i guess.. It also goes along with seeing things and imagining people or things.. such as imaginary friends. I just love our minds and all the crazy stuff it comes up with. But as far as dreams go, mine have been a little weird lately.. That's about all I have on that, that i'll share with the public. So long, brothers and sisters!
Would You Rather-Beauty
1. Would you rather lose all of your mascaras, eyeliners, and lipsticks OR lose all of your eye shadow palettes?
Definitely all of my eyeshadow palettes. Most days I don't even wear a lid color.. But you have to think, you can always buy a colorful liner and in different textures and just blend it out to appear as a shadow.
2. Would you rather chop off all your hair OR never be able to cut it again?
Never cut it again! I haven't had what I consider "long hair" in a really long time. And now that It's grown back I don't want to lose it. I'd eventually just braid it like rapunzel!
3. Would you rather have a coral cheek OR pink cheek?
Coral. Naturally, my skin is kind of pink, so I definitely wouldn't want even more pink.. and coral is just a warmer, prettier color to me.
4. If you had $1,000 to spend would you rather buy clothes OR makeup?
That's really tough.. I always am buying new makeup.. but since I already have a lot, probably clothes.. I need more clothes.
5. Would you rather apply lipstick as eyeliner OR eyeliner as lipstick?
Eyeliner as lipstick! You can just buy a red or pink eyeliner! Plus there's those eyeliner/lipliners, they act as both so i'd use those..
5. Would you rather only shop for makeup at Mac OR Sephora?
Sephora. It has a variety of brands.
6. Would you rather use only one eyeshadow OR one lip color for the rest of your life?
One lip color. Although I hardly use an eyeshadow, I use lip colors less. So one neutral color wouldn't bother me.
7. Would you rather wear winter clothes in the summer OR summer clothes in the winter?
Winter clothes in the summer. I used to wear hoodies in the summer all the time. Don't ask, I don't remember.
8. Would you rather have dark nails OR bright nails all year around?
Dark nails. When I think bright, I think neon, and sometimes that seems tacky to me.
9. Would you rather put your hair in a ponytail OR a messy bun?
Messy bun, probably!
10. Would you rather never be able to paint your nails again OR never again use lipgloss?
Never paint my nails again.. I don't like how they chip off so quickly, I can never keep a color on for long.. but I like glosses.
11. Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all OR sharpie them in every day?
Shave them, if they grow back, but sharpie them in with a nice I guess brown color if they'd never grow back. That's tough
12. Would you rather live without makeup OR nail polish?
nail polish, like I said before, not that important to me.
Definitely all of my eyeshadow palettes. Most days I don't even wear a lid color.. But you have to think, you can always buy a colorful liner and in different textures and just blend it out to appear as a shadow.
2. Would you rather chop off all your hair OR never be able to cut it again?
Never cut it again! I haven't had what I consider "long hair" in a really long time. And now that It's grown back I don't want to lose it. I'd eventually just braid it like rapunzel!
3. Would you rather have a coral cheek OR pink cheek?
Coral. Naturally, my skin is kind of pink, so I definitely wouldn't want even more pink.. and coral is just a warmer, prettier color to me.
4. If you had $1,000 to spend would you rather buy clothes OR makeup?
That's really tough.. I always am buying new makeup.. but since I already have a lot, probably clothes.. I need more clothes.
5. Would you rather apply lipstick as eyeliner OR eyeliner as lipstick?
Eyeliner as lipstick! You can just buy a red or pink eyeliner! Plus there's those eyeliner/lipliners, they act as both so i'd use those..
5. Would you rather only shop for makeup at Mac OR Sephora?
Sephora. It has a variety of brands.
6. Would you rather use only one eyeshadow OR one lip color for the rest of your life?
One lip color. Although I hardly use an eyeshadow, I use lip colors less. So one neutral color wouldn't bother me.
7. Would you rather wear winter clothes in the summer OR summer clothes in the winter?
Winter clothes in the summer. I used to wear hoodies in the summer all the time. Don't ask, I don't remember.
8. Would you rather have dark nails OR bright nails all year around?
Dark nails. When I think bright, I think neon, and sometimes that seems tacky to me.
9. Would you rather put your hair in a ponytail OR a messy bun?
Messy bun, probably!
10. Would you rather never be able to paint your nails again OR never again use lipgloss?
Never paint my nails again.. I don't like how they chip off so quickly, I can never keep a color on for long.. but I like glosses.
11. Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all OR sharpie them in every day?
Shave them, if they grow back, but sharpie them in with a nice I guess brown color if they'd never grow back. That's tough
12. Would you rather live without makeup OR nail polish?
nail polish, like I said before, not that important to me.
Friday, February 3, 2012
"Thought Provoking Questions"
So I was originally looking for beauty questions to answer and came across this and thought i'd do this one first. It's 25 Questions I really thought were unique and wanted to do this.
1. How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are?
I would probably be 18 or 19.
2. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
To be supportive and accepting of others.
3. Is it possible to lie without saying a word?
Yes, through your actions and body language.
4. If not now, then when?
Depending on the situation, either as soon as possible or never.
5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
I would dress a tad differently.. also I'd go to college somewhere grand and far.. and travel and do EVERYTHNG I want and then settle.
6. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Probably..Yes
7. Have you done anything lately worth remembering?
Not really, which is really sad.
8. Who do you love and what are you doing about it?
I love my family, friends, boyfriend, and just people in general that are supportive of me. I spend time with these people and just tell them all the time.
9. When is it time to stop calculating risks and rewards and just do what you know is right?
It should be now, or have already been time. Unfortunately I have trouble with decision making.
10. Do you thing crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
Strength, it shows you have strong emotions about something or you care about something. A person who cries is strong because they aren't afraid to show how they feel.
11. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Yes.
12. When you're old, what will matter to you the most?
My family and my health
13. Do you ask enough questions, or settle for what you know?
I think I ask a lot of questions. Some people probably think I ask too many questions.. but I like to know the reasons for just about everything. I'm a thinker.
14. Do you celebrate the things you do have?
I don't as much as I should. It's hard for me to show appreciation to things sometimes and that's one things I dislike about myself.
15. When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you have done?
I really hope not. I don't want to think of all these things i want and never accomplish them, i'd like to actually live.
16. When was the last time you tried something new?
The last new thing I tried would be the new blush I bought.. I tried it this morning. I didn't put much on.. But I really love the consistency it's creamy and has a beautiful pink coral color.
17.Which activities make you lose track of time?
Singing and shopping. I can be singing in the morning before school and thing only 5 minutes has gone by but really before I know it, it's time to go to school.. and I could shop all day and never want to leave.
18. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
No, I guess not.
19.What is the difference between living and existing?
existing is just being here, breathing, just getting by.. living is experiencing life however you desire to, fulfilling your dreams, doing amazing things you can be proud of and sharing it with the world.
20. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. If you had to teach something, what would you teach?
I would definitely teach the general major of anthropology. All of the subdivisions of that subject amaze me. Learning about your mind, behaviors, archaeology, cultures.. it's interesting to me, and a lot can be done with the subject so i'd really enjoy teaching it.
22. Time or money?
Time, I'd much rather have all the time in the world to spend it with the people I love and do all that i'd like to.
23. Are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
Yes. Although for a girl around here my age, I know i've been for a lot. But generally, I know that there are of course people all over the world who have it worse than me. And I'm thankful for what I do have and all the opportunities I get.
24. What makes you smile?
Singing, dancing, finally understanding a concept, fun and supportive awesome people.
25.What would you regret not fully doing, being or having in your life?
I would of course regret not accomplishing every goal I have set to achieve that's realistic.
1. How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are?
I would probably be 18 or 19.
2. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
To be supportive and accepting of others.
3. Is it possible to lie without saying a word?
Yes, through your actions and body language.
4. If not now, then when?
Depending on the situation, either as soon as possible or never.
5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
I would dress a tad differently.. also I'd go to college somewhere grand and far.. and travel and do EVERYTHNG I want and then settle.
6. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Probably..Yes
7. Have you done anything lately worth remembering?
Not really, which is really sad.
8. Who do you love and what are you doing about it?
I love my family, friends, boyfriend, and just people in general that are supportive of me. I spend time with these people and just tell them all the time.
9. When is it time to stop calculating risks and rewards and just do what you know is right?
It should be now, or have already been time. Unfortunately I have trouble with decision making.
10. Do you thing crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
Strength, it shows you have strong emotions about something or you care about something. A person who cries is strong because they aren't afraid to show how they feel.
11. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Yes.
12. When you're old, what will matter to you the most?
My family and my health
13. Do you ask enough questions, or settle for what you know?
I think I ask a lot of questions. Some people probably think I ask too many questions.. but I like to know the reasons for just about everything. I'm a thinker.
14. Do you celebrate the things you do have?
I don't as much as I should. It's hard for me to show appreciation to things sometimes and that's one things I dislike about myself.
15. When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you have done?
I really hope not. I don't want to think of all these things i want and never accomplish them, i'd like to actually live.
16. When was the last time you tried something new?
The last new thing I tried would be the new blush I bought.. I tried it this morning. I didn't put much on.. But I really love the consistency it's creamy and has a beautiful pink coral color.
17.Which activities make you lose track of time?
Singing and shopping. I can be singing in the morning before school and thing only 5 minutes has gone by but really before I know it, it's time to go to school.. and I could shop all day and never want to leave.
18. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything?
No, I guess not.
19.What is the difference between living and existing?
existing is just being here, breathing, just getting by.. living is experiencing life however you desire to, fulfilling your dreams, doing amazing things you can be proud of and sharing it with the world.
20. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?
21. If you had to teach something, what would you teach?
I would definitely teach the general major of anthropology. All of the subdivisions of that subject amaze me. Learning about your mind, behaviors, archaeology, cultures.. it's interesting to me, and a lot can be done with the subject so i'd really enjoy teaching it.
22. Time or money?
Time, I'd much rather have all the time in the world to spend it with the people I love and do all that i'd like to.
23. Are you aware that someone has it worse than you?
Yes. Although for a girl around here my age, I know i've been for a lot. But generally, I know that there are of course people all over the world who have it worse than me. And I'm thankful for what I do have and all the opportunities I get.
24. What makes you smile?
Singing, dancing, finally understanding a concept, fun and supportive awesome people.
25.What would you regret not fully doing, being or having in your life?
I would of course regret not accomplishing every goal I have set to achieve that's realistic.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Really?
Do I really update about the same things over and over? YES! Do I care? No. It's really on my mind lately, and the subjects move after a few weeks. But I like to stay pretty consistent for a little while. I treat this kind of like a journal but not for feelings, more like just whatever is on my mind at the moment. But I promise I'll make something different soon. Maybe something beauty related. Yeah...
1. I get to start looking for vehicles next week.
2. I danced last night until I almost got sick.
3. Me and my sister sang glee songs extremely loud yesterday.
4. I'm CONSIDERING a short prom dress, crazy, i know.
5. I'm pretty sure my grades are going back up to D's in Chemistry :D
Well that's five little thoughts. Now in order to make this the length it's suppose to be i'll just type..
Umm oh! I wish this school had a glee club. But only if it was extremely similar to the show. Cause I love it too much! I'd definitely be in it. I love singin' and dancin' :) Ugh I cant do a million words. It's too difficult. I wish I knew how many words I already had. I just don't have feelings on many topics.
I was laying in the tanning bed on monday and kept my eyes open and then the whites of my eyes were kind of red.. So next time I guess I'll close my eyes. Even though it gets on my nerves SO bad to close my eyes for long periods of time when i'm not about to sleep or something. It's really hard for me to do for some reason.
I ate a piece of candy that's like cinnamon flavored and it was really hot and my tongue hurt a little so I spit it out. Also, my sperrys are like so worn out, and I haven't even had them a year... So that sucks. I doubt i'll buy another pair even though I like them, it's not worth them looking all nasty after like 10 months of wearing them. I like shoes that last a little longer than that. So today I'm wearing this shoes that feel like house shoes.. I'm totally fine with that. I don't really know exactly what kind of beauty blog i'll be doing next. Either a question and answer or reviews or both or maybe something with pictures and explanations.. We'll see. I need to do some of each though. So, that's what's next. I have a few ideas at least. I'll take a break from vehicle and dress talk until I get them. But yeah. I'm done!
1. I get to start looking for vehicles next week.
2. I danced last night until I almost got sick.
3. Me and my sister sang glee songs extremely loud yesterday.
4. I'm CONSIDERING a short prom dress, crazy, i know.
5. I'm pretty sure my grades are going back up to D's in Chemistry :D
Well that's five little thoughts. Now in order to make this the length it's suppose to be i'll just type..
Umm oh! I wish this school had a glee club. But only if it was extremely similar to the show. Cause I love it too much! I'd definitely be in it. I love singin' and dancin' :) Ugh I cant do a million words. It's too difficult. I wish I knew how many words I already had. I just don't have feelings on many topics.
I was laying in the tanning bed on monday and kept my eyes open and then the whites of my eyes were kind of red.. So next time I guess I'll close my eyes. Even though it gets on my nerves SO bad to close my eyes for long periods of time when i'm not about to sleep or something. It's really hard for me to do for some reason.
I ate a piece of candy that's like cinnamon flavored and it was really hot and my tongue hurt a little so I spit it out. Also, my sperrys are like so worn out, and I haven't even had them a year... So that sucks. I doubt i'll buy another pair even though I like them, it's not worth them looking all nasty after like 10 months of wearing them. I like shoes that last a little longer than that. So today I'm wearing this shoes that feel like house shoes.. I'm totally fine with that. I don't really know exactly what kind of beauty blog i'll be doing next. Either a question and answer or reviews or both or maybe something with pictures and explanations.. We'll see. I need to do some of each though. So, that's what's next. I have a few ideas at least. I'll take a break from vehicle and dress talk until I get them. But yeah. I'm done!
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