Tuesday, January 3, 2012

This has no purpose

Ten Facts About My Break:

1. I did not get enough sleep.
2. I had to spend a lot of time with my family.
3. Life taught me valuable lessons about myself and encouraged me to strive for a better future.
4. I recolored my hair.
5. I made a list of resolutions that I feel are reasonable for me to keep.
6. I learned how to curl my hair with a clip-less curling iron (and have yet to burn myself)
7. I weeped the majority of last week.
8. I dreaded coming back to school.
9. I drove a lot.
10. I made choices.

This Year:

-Me and Sawyer are really going to work on our relationship. Not that it's bad, but we want to really better it in general and be as happy as possible together.
-I plan on getting a job, no matter how awful, money is a priority to be getting and saving.
-In a few months I get a vehicle!
-I plan on passing all of my classes.
-I'm going to be very proud of my boyfriend when he graduates and actually does something with his life and learns life's lessons.
-Plan on letting my hair grow all year.
-I plan on being healthier in general.
-I will travel the road of self discovery through many trials.
-I wanna go to church more.
-Invisalign!
..and much more I'm sure but I'm out of ideas to remember.

This blog has required a lot of thinking on my part in which I was not ready to do. So this week, I'll probably not be my best at being smart or attentive. I need time. I really hope my mother will see that homeschooling is what i've wanted for a year or more now, and let me just go on and do it. That way I could do all my work from the comfort of wherever and at my own dang pace! I'm the kind of girl who wants to go by her own schedule and am really going to hate any career that doesn't allow me to do so in some sort of way. I must be in CONTROL! My mom said the other day that I was like a dictator and that hurt my feelings. D': She knows nothing about me. <- how typical of me to say. I think every teenager has that thought run through their mind at least once in their life. Hah I was pretty much joking though, she knows a lot about me cause were rather close when she doesn't show her evil wrath. I went to my nana's for a night and then the next day we went and looked at pretty houses and it inspired me to get a beautiful house and work very hard in life and have goals and stuff. Well I'm done. I hope this sums up what happened and how i feel and stuff. I kinda feel sick.

Bye

2 comments:

  1. This makes my post feel very weak. It has no meaning at all. I like your hair. It is very pretty. I hope your break was good! Happy new year! :)

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  2. I feel like a loser now. I haven't made any resolutions, or strove to do anything better really except heal myself from a sprain. But that's what everyone would say if they were in my place.. You have somewhat encouraged me to do better this year :) i haven't seen your hair yet, but i'll most likely compliment it as i always do during World Civ

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