Christmas Sweater

Yesterday, I had two of my like seven family Christmases. It was fabulous. I got 85 bucks and a toooonnnn of clothes and shoes and accessories. This includes the fancy christmas sweater, jeans, and hair band im wearing today. I'm exhausted though from shopping and Christmasing. I'm in a really good mood and have positive energy today, because my mother fixed me breakfast for the first time in FOREVER! all in all, I'm happy and proud of my little sister for playing clarinet longer than i did. Congrats little sister :)

This isnt really about anything.

Nine o'clock in the morning, that's when I have to leave my house to go shopping tomorrow. Which mean's I'll have to wake up around 8 to get ready. Which also means a lost opportunity to sleep in.. but shopping is worth it for me. I really hate how my nana has to pay for it with checks though. That means we  have to be together and she tries to pick out weird stuff like grandmas do you know... But I never listen. The clothes and shoes are going on me, I don't wanna wear something I hate. Some people have a strange way of thinking. It's like they're unable to understand. Well all I know is that I have no clue where this is going, this blog. It's not making any sense to me and it's my own blog. Hah. I'm really tired because I've been watching way to many consecutive episodes of Glee. I'm almost done with season two which is really really sad for me because that's all they have on netflix... What will I do once I've finished them? I've never liked a show so much.. It's been a magical, inspirational experience. What can I buy for $200? That's my limit for tomorrow. It's really weird, going shopping for all my Christmas presents. I love knowing exactly what I'm getting so I don't have to worry. But my mother was like no. You have to be surprised a little. So tell me what you want vaguely and  I'll take it from there. I'm not too worried, more along the lines of wondering what brand or color of things. I'm really glad its friday. I've been looking forward to this weekend a lot. I'm tired of wearing the same clothes. I need to repaint my fingernails as well, I have ideas for how to decorate them :). I have a lot to look forward to! not just in the near future, but for the rest of my life. This is my favorite time of year, and I'm going to try to make the best of everything, even if I am a bit sad this month. I really need to go back to making posts about one thing and sticking to it. Cause I really dislike these long ones where i just type what im thinking. its weird and im sleepy. Nine o'clock!

I hate 2011

 Right now, I'm in this weird stage where I just could care less about school. I have been since the beginning of this year. It really doesn't matter that much to me this year. And I know it should and all, but it doesn't. I'm more concerned about my personal life. I think i'm really just going crazy because I might  be too concerned with my personal life. Do you know the feeling when so many bad things build up and you just wanna skip the rest that's probably yet to come and get to the good stuff? That's the boat i'm in. Now about 8 or 9 months ago I would've told you that I could never be happier with my life and the people in it. But a lot can happen in little time. I knew just what I wanted in life, it was planned a certain way and it was gonna happen, no matter how hard it'd be to get there. And in general I like to plan things out, a lot, and make lists and stuff.. So now, living a life without being sure of where your gonna go and when and how, is stressful to me. I hate that. But I'm realizing I made those plans for my life, the way I did, because I only had 9 months to plan my life, to get so much together in order for one little person to have a good life. And that little life doesn't exist anymore. So.. Now what do I plan? I'm just a little lost. And i realize this isn't a post that's really I don't even know the word.. it's kind of emotional but in my mind, it helps to write or talk about it. And I don't care if anyone reads this at all.. It's for my personal benefit. December and May are my least favorite months. I'm going to hate them forever probably. May is when my baby died, December is when it would've been born. Approximately 21 days from today. I have so much hate for things... I really regret coming back to public school this year. It's been an awful experience so far and if it weren't for money issues because homeschooling is freaking expensive, i wouldn't be here right now. There are plenty of reason's why I could've possibly not came back to school if things would've worked differently. I really wish I wasn't in such a doubtful, "why me?" situation. I skip from subject to subject a lot.. But I'm not quite like an teenager I know.. I don't care about being one. The experiences, adventures, high school, normal things.. They really don't matter. I'm not sure why either. I've always been a little ahead of myself in things like that. I was raised by people who were clearly unprepared to raise a girl, let alone two of us. I'd be amazed if I knew I dad that could play both mom and dad perfectly. My dad probably tried, but I never was exactly what he wanted or expected. So i guess i kinda rebelled a lot.. So all the fun I'm suppose to have now, I pretty much already did all I wanted to. It's kind of stupid. This chapter of my life just feels like a long drag of boring, waiting to get to where I've always wanted to be. 2011, you've been AWFUL!

I don't feel like dancin'

it's a good song that's on Sawyer ipod. You know what else is good? All the songs that Glee remakes. I can't help but love Glee. It's my favorite. I used to think it was really stupid before I really starting watching it. But it's not. It's not just singing.. Even though that makes up a large part of it, there's actually a story that goes along with it. I just love it and it's almost a bit inspiring. The other day I watched 10 straight hours of the show. I was up 'til near 6am. My favorite characters are Rachel and Finn. I just finished season 1 on Netflix and since they started dating, they BETTER stay together. If you watch it, and they don't make it, don't ruin it for me. I also really don't like Emma cause she looks like a squirrel, but she's better than all the other girls Will (the teacher) has strange relations with. His Ex wife was crazy.. I wish Puck and Quinn would have kept their baby.. Even though Puck's a butt-head to girls. And I feel bad for Artie cause that asian girl left him for the guy with working legs. Artie loved her! And as for Kurt, I know for a fact he finds love eventually cause people keep telling me he gets a boyfriend, so thats good! I think Santana's a meanie, she did you know what with Finn just to keep her reputation and make the EVIL Sue happy. Sue's a mean, mean lady. Maybe if she'd lighten up she'd find a man. Brittany is funny though cause she's really "not smart" the way she talks makes me laugh. Who am I missing? OH! Jessie's a *^%#^%$@%&%$&*#$^! I knew something was up from the beginning, but just as I started to trust him with Rachel, he left for spring break, came back and egged her! Oh well, all of these people make the show good, I know i'm forgetting some people but who's actually reading this anyway? Hah

I went shopping and am again..

So for my first weekend of shopping I changed my list almost completely.
I got a tapered curling iron with no clip, earmuff headphones, a new jacket, a shirt from aeropostale and its pretty and long sleeved, and a HUGE thing of makeup that is only part of what i'm getting. I'm excited. And this weekend I'm gonna shop all over again! I hate short posts...

It's 8:07 am

Today's blog is just gonna be about whatever. The next two weekends i'm going shopping to pick out presents for myself from other people. Mainly clothes, makeup, skin and hair tools. But yeah, I feel extremely sick today.. It's not a good day, full of surprises, and I don't fancy those too well. The only surprises I like are ones like surprise dates or surprise trips. This isn't going anywhere.. Thumbs down for tummy aches. So I posted this, and then decided to start it again. I didn't feel like making another blog but I wanted to type more, It's a distraction. So below is all the things i'm going shopping for. It's really just a list for me to look back on and write down later. So you don't have to read it, it has no importance to this blog.

American Eagle:
Two pairs of jeans
sweatshirt

Ulta
NYX natural nude on nude eyeshadow palette
3/4" Spiral curling iron
Triple barrel waver

Kohls
Some sort of handbag/purse (cross-body or wristlet)

Delia's
Mukluk Button Sweater Boots

Well if you read it, that's all I have so far that personally I am picking out for myself other than my skincare stuff!

Christmas Tree!

Last night me and my sister put up and decorated our Christmas tree. I'm pretty sure it looks fabulous! Most everything is either gold, red, or silver.. besides the tree.. cause it's green. After we decorated the tree we wrapped like eight presents we already had for people, and that was frustrating because our tape was UGLY! So half of our presents to people will be cute and the other half that we wrapped last night are far from that. Me and Sawyer are tryin' to figure out what we want for Christmas and it's not that easy. We're picky and I am not spending 70 dollars for a hat and scarf he'll wear like once. :P Well that's about all for today!

Thanksgiving Break, I guess

The first part of the break was much better than the last half. It was happy and we all ate food and Sawyer came with me to my dads for a couple days and that was good. It went quite well. But then when I came home from there it was all just boring and fights in the family and I don't even remember much past last night. It sucked. The end.
-I feel really sick today, like I could puke all over a bunch of things and my eyes are red, itchy and raw. Go away. Very few people have the okay to talk to me today.

Games

So today I just feel kind of sick and sleepy. I don't want to do much at all. My eyes could just close and I'd fall asleep and be happy. I even slept longer last night than I have all week. I don't understand. But anyway. Yesterday, me and Sawyer played xbox and I killed people on Modern Warfare 3. It was fun but I got scared when I almost died 'cause those dogs were attacking me. I just picked a spot and laid on the ground in one direction most of the time and shot people that were coming from that direction. I did pretty good I think for my first time playin' :). Theeenn we played Skyrim and it was fun 'cause I drove this horse around through the snow and killed some wolves by screamin' at um. They wear really weird clothes on that game and I just don't understand why your horse runs away from you.. I think they should stay by your side and help fight battles and WIN! When the little guy was traveling on the horse we found elk and butterflies and cows. We moved some cows around, they weren't scared of us, but the elk were. Well, that's about it..

Actually...

I'm really not liking school this year. Nothing really interests me, or makes me want to go. It's all the same every day. I don't think many people understand how it is you get along.. I'm tired of seeing people being hateful. Just the atmosphere here and negativity I see every single day. I'm just really ready for summer again, and the fact that I'm not coming back in the fall. I'm pretty much doing really bad in most classes this year, which isn't me at all.. but none of the ways we're expected to learn in most classes is actually making me learn anything at all. I'm just not catching on to anything and just barely getting by, which sucks but oh well, cant help it if I'm not learning. I'm just gonna get this whole public school thing over with and go on and actually make better use of my time in the way that I actually want to. I'm getting impatient. At least this year seems to be going by quickly.

Question of the Day! Also, Fact(s) of the Week!

Question of the Day: 

-What is your absolute most favorite store to shop at? (It can be any kind of store, for clothes or crafts or games or just whatever!) My favorite store is either Victoria's Secret, because theres SO much more there than just bras. For real. Theres those, clothes, smelly good stuff, makeup. It's got a variety of stuff. Either that or Bath and Body Works, I'm always getting stuff from there.

Fact(s) of the Week:

1. Through everything we've been through so far (which has been a lot!) I'm really proud my relationship with Sawyer has lasted a year and eight months as of yesterday! He's my best friend and I'm very happy being his girlfriend! :)

2. I drove in the rain for the first time this week and HATE it!! I can see anything without my glasses pretty much when it rains or is dark.. I drove literally like 15 miles per hour and my mother complained about that the entire maybe 5 minutes we were in the car. 

Sawyer Stole My Netflix and Blog #25!

MY 25th BLOG!! :)

This is true. He took the information from me and stole my Netflix! Now he's just gonna use it for free! My mother doesn't know this, so don't tell her... ssshhhh.


I'm really upset to announce this, but I'm probably going to trade in my phone. It's being laggy, and the screen doesn't work sometime.. it delays itself. So I'm still within my 30 days to trade and I guess I may do that... But I was really starting to like this phone... Oh well, I go through 'em too quick to get too attatched to a phone. So yeah.


I'm thinking about making Sawyer meet my Dad's side of he family at Thanksgiving. He's met some of them, but that was like 2 years ago. Even though they're all weird and I never see them and Sawyer's just scared to meet new folks, I guess it's important. My family better let him go! Orrrrrrr else! D:


Also, I've been searching quite early for prom dresses.. and I showed my mother a few dresses I absolutely loved, but they were like $600 dollars and that's out of the question.. so I guess I'm just gonna have to settle for something a little more inexpensive. Boohoo. Oh well, I won't settle for anything less than just wonderful, in my eyes. And Sawyer's gonna wear an outfit made of "pure gold" he says.


That's all I can think of right now I guess.

Holidays

So it's nearing the holidays and I'm very excited. This is my absolute favorite time of year! Everyone comes together, like family and everything. I just love it. There's always this feeling of happiness I have this time of year around Thanksgiving and Christmas. Even though I haven't even decided what I want for Christmas or want to get anyone, I'm ready for both holidays. I'm nervous though at the same time because my outfits for holiday events are always important and I haven't bought anything new and seasonal lately, so that makes me a little sad. Either way, I'm sure i'll come up with something and have a wonderful time with my family and boyfriend again this year! :)

Dwarf Bunnies and Sister Wives.

They're really cute.. and I kind of want one. My sister has 2 pets.. so why can't I?
Bunnies are kinda inexpensive to buy too, so that's good. Anyway, I'm wanting a little bunny now. Whether I get one or not, who knows.. but it sure would be awesome :).

I've been watching reruns of Sister Wives on netflix for like 4 hours almost.. I've caught up on the entire last season. What an accomplishment! My mom was just sitting there like, "those women are crazy, and that man reminds me of someone I just don't want to even mention right now." I see the good in it though. Maybe it's just because they are who they are though. Like, they come about it in such a way that isn't harmful. It's honest and not not based on jeaously at all and they have perfect personalities that just make a situation like that work. They're truly just a big family and I admire the four sister wives for being able to live in a way that's uncommon to the rest of the world and being so open about it. To me, it shows how strong they are and I know I could never do it. So yeah! That's about it for tonight.

Yesterday

...was great and much needed!

My mother had to work so for the first half of the day was just me and my little sister. We woke up and made breakfast first thing in the morning. After breakfast she walked the puppies and I made jello. While making jello I checked my email to find that my phone was on it's way for delivery and would be at my house later! We were excited and decided to wait for it, but it took too long. At around 1, Shawnna brought Millie and Adrienne over for us to babysit for a little bit. That was fun. We played with chalk and for the most part were outside. As we were chalking my driveway, Sawyer showed up and it kind of surprised me because I wasn't expecting him. I think he just came to my house to take a nap. Because he just went inside and slept for a long time, pretty much until my phone came at 4ish. When it arrived at my house I'm pretty sure I squealed. Sawyer then went home.. so I activated my phone and was really happy. After work, Nana came over and told me how long this really weird chicken needed to cook and helped me peel potatoes for supper! So I cooked, then my mom came home, we ate, and then I went to play with my new phone! :) THE END

Question and Answer Part 2

1. What is the scariest movie you've ever seen?
-To be honest, the Wrong Turn movies.. only because in Kentucky there are a lot of people I see that look so much like those inbred people.. It's just terrifying to me.

2. What was your favorite show on TV growing up?
-I didn't have a favorite but Rugrats and Power Puff Girls are definitely in the top 5.

3. What's your favorite kind of music?
-I listen to a variety, but my favorite is probably country. It's what I normally sing and drive to.

4. What is your favorite video game to play?
-probably the Sims. Any of the Sims games. I've been playing them since they first came out.

5. If you could vacation anywhere, where would you go?
-Europe or Australia, a cross continent kind of deal.

6. What are you looking forward to in the next year?
-Christmas, getting my intermediate and full license, summer, and a few other things.

7. What is one thing you'd change about your past?
-There are a few things I MIGHT change.. but if I changed them, my life might not be the same as it is now. One thing I know I'd change was the fact that I kept cutting my hair. I'm finally letting it grow!

8. What is something that makes you happy?
-Being around family

9. What is a dream or goal you'd like to accomplish?
- Graduating asap, then going to either be a cosmetologist or ultrasound technician, then get married.

10. Are you a money spender or money saver?
-For the most part spender, unless I need to save.



-Would You Rather Questions-

Would you rather be rich or healthy? Healthy

Would you rather be good looking or rich? Good looking

Would you rather spend life in prison or be executed? Life in prison

Would you rather have the power of invisibility or to read minds? Invisibility

Would you rather have super strength or super intelligence? Super intelligence

-What Do You Think-

What do you think about smoking in public places?
-I personally don't like it. I hate when people smoke around me, it's nasty and just they should have places to go if they wanna smoke.

What do you think about the legal age for voting?
-It's fine...

What do you think about helping poor people?
-I think it's great to help out people in need, put someone else first, even if you don't know them.

What do you think about the idea of a mandatory military service?
-I really don't like the army... Maybe just because I hate war. But don't force people to be in it or anything.

What do you think about the legal age for driving?
-I think it's a good age.

Life or Death situation. Literally.

So, it's Saturday morning.. and I'm getting ready for a funeral. A funeral for a person who was once one of my pretty good friends. Things running through my mind right now? fear.. anger.. and of course a little sadness, but happiness because this person is in a much better place than he was.

You know, for all you who think people who commit suicide or want to are stupid.. or the act itself is stupid.. I disagree. Most of the time there's a reason why the people follow through with it. Can you imagine being down to that level? The level of low you have to feel to actually go through with it. And when other people around you, that are suppose to be your peers, your friends, and even your family are causing this feeling inside of you. It's not stupid to have feelings, everyone has them, sad or happy.. It's not stupid, but this is something that should never have to happen to anyone. But it does all the time and it did to my friend and one other person this week within 25 miles from each other. And because of bullying? Why do people get a kick out of being mean? Being greedy? Disrespectful? Do you want to be the reason this happens to someone else? I think people need to watch what they do and say, just think first. If someone was doing this to me, would I like that very much? And even if you're joking.. you never know how you're making that person feel. Just realize the seriousness and effects of your words and actions.. and be a little kinder. I know i'm rambling but I'm taking this sort of thing serious now.. and i'm not gonna be around those negative people who make mean or rude comments about someone else for no reason, especially without even knowing them personally.. and all the people who make comments like "i hope she dies"... that's sad. Dont wish that on anyone.. That's just mean and I dont wanna be around you either. I'm just saying.. I'm not putting up with it anymore now that this has happened..It's changed a lot of my views on things. Made me realize just how important little things are.. how important the people in my life are, and how important life itself is. <3

Getting To Know Me

So, I went on google, typed in something like "questions to ask someone" and I clicked the first one that popped up. It gave me a huge list of questions, that I'm answering. But I'm only picking 10 to answer. Here it goes!


1. What does your future hold?  -Hopefully, it holds a beautiful family, a career I love, and a home I always dreamed of.
2. Who has been the kindest in your life? -My little sister. Of course we fight like any other siblings.. But we've really been there for each other in the worst times, through thick and thin.
3. What is the happiest moment of your life? The saddest? -The happiest moment of my life so far was the short time I had my first baby. The saddest time was losing him/her.
4. Where did you grow up? -A mix of three places. Back and forth from Crittenden, McLean, and Lyon.
5. What was your childhood like? -Rocky.
6. How did your parents chose your name? -My dad told me I was named after a girl he 'knew'.. Mom said it was one of his ex-girlfriends. She's some kind of dancer in NY now.
7. Best childhood memory? Worst? -The best memory would have to be when I was in middle school, in general, I snuck around a lot, looking back it makes me laugh about how I used to be. The worst memory, there are a few.. Either how often and how bad my parents fighting was, my mother going to jail, or my mom having cancer.
8. As a kid, did you have a nickname? -Yes. My family always called me by Nicki. (b/c my middle name's nicole.)
9. What lesson's have you learned about relationships? -Don't rush them and remember who you are as one sole person.
10. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? -Corn farmer's wife. That's all i remember.

Maaail Time!

So, yesterday when I got home, two huge boxes were outside my house. I knew exactly what they were. My new vanity set and bedding set had arrived! I'm so happy that soon enough my room will be complete! I'm finally getting the room I always wanted. I opened the box that my vanity was in, and there are SO many pieces to put together.. I'm just gonna make someone else put it together. Even though there's instructions, I know I can't do it. It's gonna be super pretty though. So will my new bed. I'm more than likely getting a temperpedic mattress, and that scares me a little.. but I went to the store and sat on one, i loved it, personally. I'm just all excited because  I absolutely love decorating and when it's your own space, you can just do whatever the heck you want. Well, that's all I have to say about mail time.

Products I've Been LOVING!

These are just some of the things I've been using lately that I absolutely love!

FOR HAIR:
1. Redken Smooth Down Shampoo and Conditioner- Redken has a lot of different types of hair products, but the Smooth Down collection would have to be my favorite. If your hair is normally dry or frizzy Redken Smooth Down makes it hydrated and stay in place, it also gives it shine and just makes it really soft.

FOR EYES:
My eyelash curler and Voluminous Million Lashes Mascara- Paired together, I can usually make every lash   look just how I want them to. My lashes are really thin and don't curl well, and this does the job with out making them clumpy or dry feeling!

FOR SKIN:
Cetaphil Skin Cleanser- I love this, and use it as part of my face routine every day. After I was my face with it, it leaves it feeling soft and fresh and CLEAN.. and who doesn't want that!
Biore Skin Cleanser- I also love this because I really feel like it actually does remove the most amount of makeup, dirts and oils from my face. It almost feels like you get smacked in the face by giant peppermints, it feels that refreshing.

SCENTS:
Bath and BodyWorks Candles- I love having candles in the fall and winter through out the house. For my room, when the redecorating is complete, I'm going to use a new candle I bought. It's in the scent, Homemade Cookies. It smells so delicious, perfect for this time of year.

Decisions, Decisions

So, on November 18th or 19th I'm gonna go get a new cellular device. I'm on AT&T, and I can't really decide what I want.. I just know my Blackberry doesn't suit me anymore. I'm for sure I DON'T want any sort of iphone. I'm leaning more toward an HTC. I've wanted the Inspire since before it even came out, and the price for it finally went down. Either that or the Samsung Infuse.. but I had the captivate and i hated it, and they're pretty much the same.. The infuse just looked cool. But I'm pretty sure an HTC will be in my possession soon! So It's really not that hard of a decision!

Energy Drinks and Sawyer Don't Mix

They make you crazy! Sawyer drank like three drinks of Redline, and is acting like a fool. He keeps saying his hearts going really fast, then just stares out into the vast unknown. He makes no sense.. saying he's tired but he really isn't. His face keeps turning red every other minute. How can a person be warm and cold at the same time? Who wears a jacket, says he's cold, so takes his jacket off? SAWYER DOES! I really think something's wrong with him.. i'm highly concerned. He's even imagining things, like that he flew a jet last night on the battlefield. He's having some mixed emotions as well. Keeps typing "I HATE ASHLEY" but erases it, cause he knows i'll beat em up if I see it. He'll get away with saying it this time, just because he's on the energy drink i'll give him special treatment. I'll just let him sit beside me and talk nonsense. (:

But just so you know, yeah, they make you crazy.. dont drink them unless you wanna be like that guy.. ^ eew. <3 OH, and if you read his blog first, don't believe him. You can look him in the eye and tell he's on the energy drink...

Driving

So, on Friday, as you know I went to go take my permit test. Well, I passed. All weekend I drove every single place we had to go. I know Sunday I had to have drove at least 4 hours, and accomplished night time driving. I did fabulous, except for the fact that I drove the speed limit.. who knew driving the speed limit could make so many people mad? There were almost always lines of cars behind me. Lets see, what else happened while driving? I encountered my first deer, two of them actually. Gladly, I didn't hit them! I went over my first bridge too, that scared me. But all in all, I love driving. (:

I love my fuzzy shoes.

  It's Friday, one of my favorite days of the week! It's also still October obviously, which is one of my favorite months. The one thing i'm not liking about today is the cold and gloomy weather. It doesn't fit my happy personality today!
  The one thing I'm most excited for today is retaking my permit test. I actually studied the correct thing this time. I just about completely memorized the handbook. I'm way more confident about it this time. It's crazy how a girl can drive on backroads since she was a little girl, but fail her driving test. Oh well.
  Other things on my agenda for today is a doctors appointment. Today is the day I get my inhaler and special medicine, so that's awesome. I also get more money today for my birthday, so i'll get to buy my new bed and stuff. I guess i'm going with a mostly all white theme. Only other colors will be the floral print  on the bedding and in some pictures/paintings on the wall I'm getting.
  So, for the weekend.. I'm not even sure what's going on. I plan on going to Kennidy's, that's the biggest part of my weekend I guess. Who knows? I never know how my day will go until I come to that point in each day.
 

  I'm really cold, but at least I've got my fuzzy shoes on!

Over Fall Break

Over Fall Break I didn't really do very much. Heres how  it went:

Saturday: was at my dads, baked a cake, met his girlfriend and her two kids, went golfing with them.
Sunday: Came home from dads.
Monday-Thursday: pretty much nothing but be with Sawyer and sleep.
Friday: was my birthday, friend came over, took permit test, cooked/made a cake.
Saturday: had my birthday party, took a nap.
Sunday: took my friend home, went to my grandmas house for the night.
Monday: went shopping with my nana, came home, took a nap.

So about my permit, I failed it. Sadly, they gave me the wrong stuff to study. It really made me mad, and someone told me hey give them the wrong information to study as well. Instead of giving you some website,  think that they should give you the real book again! So, on my own I had to find the KY Driver Manual, and am reading the whole thing once a day until this Friday when i retake it. If they would have just told me to look up the drivers manual website in the first place, I know i would have passed. So yeah!

Today

So, today i'll be at school until 11:30. Then I have to check out and go to the courthouse to get some silly picture ID I need to get into my doctors appointment. After that we're going to Hobby Lobby to look at stuff and probably buy it. When we're done there I have to be at the heart doctor at 4-ish. Some dude from Louisville made a special trip to see me today and finally figure out what's wrong with my heart. So yay! I just hope they don't have to do a bajillion tests on me or take my blood again 'cause I hate that. Then we're gonna go get food somewhere. I almost forgot about that. Well, that's my Wednesday for you.

Birthday

So, I couldn't be more excited to say that next Friday (Oct. 14th) is my birthday! I've been looking forward to it for a long time and mention it every 5 seconds. I bet that gets annoying, but oh well. It's on fall break every single year, which is fabulous. I'll more than likely start legally driving that day, and I'm completely ready for that. I got my puppy as an early birthday present, and I love her even though she's crazy. I'm also getting all new bedroom furniture, my first tattoo, and a bunch of money. Sawyer's getting me something too but he'd rather it be a surprise. I'm gonna go get my hair done at some point too, cause when your roots grow out it looks pretty bad. I really wanted a truck for my birthday but I have to wait until the spring for that. I doubt I'll have a party with friends cause I just don't know what to plan for that. I'm just gonna have a family party, they give the best presents anyway. The year I have of being 16 better be better than my 15th year of life, cause it sucked.

Nevermind.

I'm not getting the puppy I mentioned in a previous post. I decided to go with a different one. I'm so excited to go get her tomorrow (Sat. Oct. 1st). She's 8-9 months old and super cute. A ShihTzu mix so she's tiny and fuzzy just like I wanted. (:

Random Fact of the Week (3):

RFOTW: I have weird dreams.

Every single time I sleep I have a dream. At least one, if not more. They're all really long and detailed usually. For the most part, the people in them are usually ones I see daily at home or school. The strange part is the people are re-occuring.. It's the same people in general over and over. A lot of times similar things happen in them as well. Some of my dreams are realistic, some aren't. I don't understand why lately they've been about the same people.. Or why the main points in all of my dreams are to betray someone or search for something/someone. I'm the kind of person that analyzes everything, tries to find a reason, and to think about it and figure stuff out.. so not knowing why is starting to get on my nerves. 

Need Opinions! (beaches)

So, I've NEVER been to the beach -any ocean beach.. ever. 

I'm beginning to plan my own vacations for this coming up summer because I have to save money and what not.. and I need opinions. Because I've never gone to a beach, that's one of the main places I'd like to go. To be able to go with my friends and not have parents and what not, I have to stay on the east/south side of the US. So If anyone has any suggestions or opinions on their favorite beach or what you like about certain ones, let me know!

Boo Snuggles!

Boo Snuggles was born yesterday!

Boo Snuggles, is the puppy I'm going to get.. Probably. I was informed Boo Snuggles was born   on September 15th! In a few weeks or so I'll be able to bring my little puppy home! I'm not sure if Boo Snuggles is a boy or girl yet, but I know that Boo is white. Boo also has a tan sibling but I don't want that one! Soooo, that's about all. Oh they're Pomeranian and something else mixed. But I expect Boo to be suuuuuuuuuper cute and fuzzy!

The end.

What's Your Favorite?

What's Your Favorite...

1. Color? Gold

2. Food? Pineapples

3. Drink? Water

4. Fingernail Polish Color? Crimson

5. Animal? Kittens

6. Season? Fall

7. Candle Scent? Apple Cider or Vanilla Cupcake

8. Movie? Across The Universe

9. Holiday? Christmas

10. Store to Shop at (can be online)? Delia's

Those are 10 questions I could think of to answer. I guess you can answer them too. Just for the heck of it. Doesn't matter. It's just me being bored and sharing info.

Questions of the Day!

Can you mail animals?

-If so, how?

As everyone knows, I want a puppy. The thing is, all the cute ones are no where near here. Sooooo, I'd rather not drive a million miles to go pick up my future pet.. So If mailing them is an option, I definitely want to do that. If not, thats stupid. I want my puppy mailed to me.

Random Fact of the Week (2):

RFOTW 2:  I Ordered A Hoodie, You Should Too!

The other day I got some money. With that money I ordered a hoodie. The hoodie is "auburn" and is a popover style. It'll arrive at my house between September 16-21. I'm really excited to wear it. Hoodies, jackets, and sweaters are good for the fall weather because they have sleeves and a hood. Those kind of things are made to keep you warm. Anyone who ever gets cold should purchase a one of these. They even come in different colors! So make some money and buy one today!

Random Fact of the Week (1):

RFOTW 1: I WANT A PUPPY!!

So I was sitting in my living room yesterday and I got to thinking.. I want a puppy. Now I'm not one to really love just any animal but I came across pictures of little micro/teacup puppies and I thought they were the cutest things I'd ever seen! I'd rather have a Teacup Yorkie or a Teacup Pomeranian (preferably solid colored), but as long as it's little, it'll work. So I'm on the lookout for anything like them! Girl or boy, it doesn't matter because I'm dressing them up either way. I just want a little fuzzy puppy to call my own! :)